[Fanwriting] White day
Mar. 15th, 2011 12:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pinktamaoCharacters/Pairings and Fandom: USUK from Axis Powers Hetalia
Genre/Rating/Warnings: Romance, PG, angst, first person
Summary: According to the Japanese tradition, the boys use to give their gifts to the girls in exchange of their Valentine’s presents, to show their feeling in return. America instead celebrates by reminding about England.
Disclaimer: Hetalia and its characters belong to H. Himaruya.
Genre/Rating/Warnings: Romance, PG, angst, first person
Summary: According to the Japanese tradition, the boys use to give their gifts to the girls in exchange of their Valentine’s presents, to show their feeling in return. America instead celebrates by reminding about England.
Disclaimer: Hetalia and its characters belong to H. Himaruya.
I chose you for your tears and I fell in love with you for your smile.
My only desire was to see it forever, only for me.
Even though your eyes looked away, I knew your thinking was all for me. Even when you went far away, leaving me alone.
So I decided to become strong, in order to protect that smile and bringing it always with me.
But you didn’t recognize my efforts, so I went out crazy and I did what I should have never done. In that moment I deleted the most important thing and what I was fighting for.
Probably I've lost it forever.
With my own hands I destroyed the thing I loved most and I gained your tears again. That mistake is my greatest regret and the guilty that doesn’t allow me to sleep the night.
What was our Special Relationship become?
A sort of continuous teasing up each other.
But for me it was enough.
Enough to keep a little hope, because there was something inside me that refused to surrender.
I have grown up into a boy that smiles too much and dreams a lot.
Probably I smile and dream also for you, just waiting for you to come back able to do it again. I’ll always chase your smile.
My only desire was to see it forever, only for me.
Even though your eyes looked away, I knew your thinking was all for me. Even when you went far away, leaving me alone.
So I decided to become strong, in order to protect that smile and bringing it always with me.
But you didn’t recognize my efforts, so I went out crazy and I did what I should have never done. In that moment I deleted the most important thing and what I was fighting for.
Probably I've lost it forever.
With my own hands I destroyed the thing I loved most and I gained your tears again. That mistake is my greatest regret and the guilty that doesn’t allow me to sleep the night.
What was our Special Relationship become?
A sort of continuous teasing up each other.
But for me it was enough.
Enough to keep a little hope, because there was something inside me that refused to surrender.
I have grown up into a boy that smiles too much and dreams a lot.
Probably I smile and dream also for you, just waiting for you to come back able to do it again. I’ll always chase your smile.
