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Apr. 7th, 2011 04:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pinktamaoUnable to sleep. Guilty.If it had to happen to me, I don’t think I would be able to follow my instinct so well as that girl did. If I couldn’t give stability and happiness to my child I probably would take that decision. I hate to think to myself as a killer, but I’d prefer to kill him before he is aware of anything, than see him growing unhappy. Because, although what my instinct says, a manipulated man could never give us the stability we need. In that way my son would surely feel to be an unwanted child. And I see every day the result of it, he is a man that have a really low opinion about women, I’m suffering by my all life because of it. Errors added to other errors. A chain, generation after generation.
Probably I could think to keep him by myself, but for this I would need very particular conditions. To have some financial help, at first. But none give money to anyone for things like that for anything.
And so, what does marriage represent? A tentative of the society to give stability to a couple in order to make their eventual sons happy. But if the two people are all the day quarrelling, what’s the meaning of it?
Two of my uncles are not married (nor religiously, nor legally) but they have four sons, two female and two male (twins). They are the most happy children of this earth. They have everything that a child can desire and needing: a family. And that can be a family because their parents are married into their hearts.
Probably I could think to keep him by myself, but for this I would need very particular conditions. To have some financial help, at first. But none give money to anyone for things like that for anything.
And so, what does marriage represent? A tentative of the society to give stability to a couple in order to make their eventual sons happy. But if the two people are all the day quarrelling, what’s the meaning of it?
Two of my uncles are not married (nor religiously, nor legally) but they have four sons, two female and two male (twins). They are the most happy children of this earth. They have everything that a child can desire and needing: a family. And that can be a family because their parents are married into their hearts.
